The Anxious Symphony!

 

In the depths of abandonment, I find myself,

A vessel overwhelmed, with stress and dread,

Anxiety creeps within, a relentless tide,

No longer can I contain these emotions, aside.

My heart is heavy, burdened by the weight,

Thoughts consume my mind, a restless storm,

No respite, no solace, it feels too great,

To bear this load alone, in a world so warm.

God has blessed me with comforting souls,

Whose shoulders offer breath, a place to rest,

But alas, their presence eludes me now,

As if I'm drifting, disconnected, feeling bereft.

I yearn to rise, to look and find respite,

But my body and mind refuse to align,

Trapped in this state of fading presence,

A struggle that feels insurmountable, undefined.

No longer can I bottle these emotions away,

For they have outgrown the confines of containment,

This time, they're here to stay, unwavering,

Leaving me grappling, longing for detachment.

Yet, within this turmoil, a glimmer of hope,

For through expression, healing may unfold,

Let my words be a balm, a soothing salve,

As I navigate these depths, untold.

In the journey of acknowledging these feelings,

I find strength in vulnerability's embrace,

May this poetic release bring love and peace,

As I navigate this overwhelming space.

-Isha